Ideas I'm Sharing Pointlessly

 Here is a list of things I'm tending to work on in the future. I have a lot in my mind, but on this list I'll just share some, not all.

...Okay, maybe all of them, but still.

atyxlcl.gmtrx

Atyxlcl Gmtrx (previously known as Atypical Geometry on earlier drafts before being grammatically corrupted) is a surreal comedy webseries involving a set of geometric shapes and whatever happens around them or in their minds. 

For the humor, it is planned to engineer a combination of satirical humor, abstract humor, "surreal meme" humor, black comedy, some poor attempt at British humor, and possibly the worst humor I could pull off. If I can try to make something funny by accident it's all my fault, since I can't humor correctly.

This series was also originally planned as an object show based off the infamous "Shape World," a series part of the aforementioned genre that shows off a stylistic suck and was criticized by many. I was thinking of this one to be some unofficial improvement reboot out of Shape World back somewhere in school.

I've already done every voice line for a potential pilot and partially the entire edited audio, but not the animation or compositing. I have to work on complete production, really.

Fact: Atyx was what made me develop parts of my current artstyle since March of 2022.

Playful Spectrum

Playful Spectrum is a series of shorts I have yet to work on, but feels like it already is in my mind, like Atyx. It takes place in a large, unscalable house, constructed by multiple pieces of people's rooms and makeshift arts and crafts. In this house lives a set of personified colors that live their daily lives, particularly one of the main characters, Blukas.

Blukas is shy, curious, melancholy, calm, and sometimes sensitive. When he first came onto the house of multiple colors, he doesn't feel connected, but does later on as he gains understandings of the other colors.

I haven't done a script for anything yet, but I did draw a lot of the potential characters, two of which have been shown on my Newgrounds account (Spoilers: I chose a pretty bad name for my account).

Fact: This show's characters might be a depiction of intellectual specialty, but I don't know how to represent them without offending people...

Wound

I might do this when I'm a lot older considering how it's gonna work out, but I already did the idea just in case.

Wound is the big kids version of the Scratch website, allowing less restrictive guidelines for the content and more grown-up content. In short, Wound is for adults, Scratch is for kids.

Wound may have better mechanisms for creating a project, including more advanced coding methods, advanced sound editing, etc. In rare chances, standard coding languages will be implemented into the Wound system.

Now, if you want projects and animations by children, really bad animation memes, and Five Nights at Freddy's clones, go to Scratch. If you want, say, a Blend-a-Bush project or some edgelord stuff, try Wound if you don't like all the restrictions on Scratch.

Either way, I have nothing to speak about, but all I can say is: It's a future project that can scratch millions of kids' heads on why there's profanity on a children's coding site...Or I dunno whatever you wanna say it as

Horned Idiots

Now, I don't even wanna express this pile of trolldung's purpose anyway, so I'll just leave it at the word "No."

Codename: Some Really Bad Video Game (20)

20 is a (probably bad) sci-fi adventure RPG with influence from indie developments and other RPG games, particularly Undertale. 

A chronically online, but sane young man, along with other people, explore through 20 parts of the digital realms to escape to the real world. Unfortunately, the digital world itself seeped into the real world slightly before they left. Because of this, at the end, the children must separately partake in obstacles related to their digital life to find out what went wrong in order to let the real world stay sort of Earthly.

I already made my characters and I'm thinking of how this whole project would go by storyline choices, but I may not be good at writing things.

Conclusion

I guess that's all I have to say. Hopefully, I can come to do work on these projects in the future!

-Telsm

I Should Venture More (Another Childhood Lament)

I used to go to places when I was a kid. I went outside with my grandparents to the playground, I went to museums, I went to the beach often, and even the Kennedy Space Center. I still go outside as of now and have went to bigger places like North Carolina before, but it's just not as constant or vivid on how much I visit the outdoors.

I wish I could just go out more though. There's plenty of things I can do out there, just having adventures in places that I won't like at the start but will get used to the more I visit, but I can't think of that because I'm mostly on the iPad, on bed, listening to the same type of tedious but entertaining foolishness as background noise. 

Because I had a more vivid and innocent past, I could've had the potential (and I still do), but I think I'm wasting it all on slacking off.

Even if my writing seems garbled and I'm just going around saying things that kind of don't have connection to the subject matter, it still matters. I'm still worried about my current state and my future, but I'm feeling fine because I often care less, even in times where I should care.

Also, I feel alone. I rarely even have any friends, and I wish I could have some. Some at least. Real life friends, but also a few internet friends. I could find someone to be my woman one day, but I don't know if I'll come off as some sort of unattractive kid who can't get a woman or some kind of abuser.

But aside all of what I've mentioned, I'm still begging and wanting more in life. I'm like a bland Disney princess who's dreaming of better opportunities, except male. And even then, I still hate doing these opportunities, but still want them in the future.

Okay, I'll stop crying now. Thanks for listening.

-Telsm

20tan

 Since 2022, I've been browsing 4chan (particularly /co/) for about a while. Browsed things I've been interested in, read all the so-called free speech on any post, and may more. During these times, I've avoided /b/ and /pol/ as much as I can so that my brain doesn't get destroyed by cesspooltastic junk.

But since then, I've just gotten tired of all the stupidity, constant Combat 18 soldiers spamming low-class racism outside containment boards (Obviously shows how hypocritical 4chan could be), and the same tiring unoriginal suicide threat being spammed on every single thread. There is barely anything good on there, and probably, the same goes on many other imageboards. Sure, there are things to enjoy on that site, like some of the /qst/ threads I've recently come across, but that's just less of the so-called "free speech." Obviously, I'm kind of cowardly.

This is why I've gotten the decision to make an imageboard in the future. Run of the mill, but with specialities different from the average imageboard.

I call it, 20tan. An imageboard built by a man who's had enough with imageboard "free speech."

20tan's Boards

20tan has a minimal select variety of boards, but it can probably grow once a request for a new board gets made, unless if the very tyrannical access-granted site mods discard a board that has a ridiculous purpose.

Here is the list of planned boards.

/gen/ - Random & General Discussion

/mov/ - Television & Cinema

/lit/ - Literature

/ani/ - Manga & Anime

/vid/ - Videro Games

/com/ - Comics & Cartoons

/tec/ - Technology, Computers, etc.

/cow/ - Interweb Drama & Laughing Stocks (The result of this board may be rather concerning)

/hell/ - The absolute point of no return

20tan's Ideas

20tan is a imageboard that utilizes a more civil, mildly controllable state of conversation on a thread, while also including a minimum amount of so-called free speech (It may contain the same attitude a usual Anonymous poster on 4chan could have though). 20tan provides a more safer experience for an Anonymous user to post, rather than being greeted with things like granny nude pics or blatant bigotry, which, again, must be kept to a rare minimum. In short, it's more tolerable here. The "free speech" will be kept for a certain board we'll discuss later.

20tan will also have the ideal novelty of forum smilies, emoticons to use on your posts or thread titles to express some more emotion. Just trying to create some reminiscing of the smilies from the Something Awful forums.

20tan may change its graphical design from board to board, like traveling to a different country to see what changed from the last country. Each theme will be designed by me, and will be coded by someone else. Nevertheless, this is all a default theme setting that can be changed; you can change the theme to what you like on the bottom of the website instead of having it change from different boards.

The only way 20tan will allow the certain hate speech free speech on a specific board that will be restricted from standard users of the site. The only way you can have that 4chan style of communication is on the appropriately titled /hell/ board.

Conclusion & When?

I've been feeling kind of optimistic about the positive result of this website, but rather perturbed about the negative outcome as controlled by the future users. Still, I'm waiting to have a bit of coding talent so I could register this site online.

When will this ever exist? Probably when I'm an adult, that's for sure.

Anyways, I don't have much to say about the ideas of this imageboard considering my mind's in full speed as always, so I'll just end it off with a positive note:

Stop being a chud, thank you.

Sincerely,

-Telsm

YouTube's Seen Better Days (Rant)

 People nowadays seem to get millions of views because they've uploaded a low effort video on YouTube. How do people find this entertaining? Just some 1 second video by some user with only a few subscribers? Is this what people want? And yet other videos outside of short second videos stolen from people's poorly controlled Discord server that at least have narrative construction get views too, and most of them nowadays get ruined. YouTube is just a terrible site nowadays because the demographics change into those of (personally) very underwhelming traits and personality.

For example, the recent "Skibidi Toilet." I never watched any of it and I know it's just more silly Gen Alpha junk that people churn out during this decade. It's even worse by the fact that it's just the same unfunny joke (though kinda different) being spammed on the channel; just the same ridiculous gimmick every single time. How are you going to make money from spamming the same trash on YouTube, and how are you going to expand your career by doing so? Is this because my generation wants it?

This is why I have such a limited watch on YouTube, and I mean limited; There's almost not anything good on YouTube to watch nowadays (Sure, there are good ones out there, but most of them get ruined by things I dislike, including over-edited video pacing and more). In words of what I watch on a limited basis, I happen to find those old videos where people get trolled on the internet satisfying because of the age of when it took place, like those early radio broadcasts where 4channers rocked the microphone. Those videos gave me a glimpse of a past I wasn't even experienced in, but was around the time of.

Aside from that, YouTube's content went from interesting to boring, and generally, internet humor is dead. Creativity is gone, there's rarely anything funny, etc. And these are all my personal opinions, too.

So please, maybe find a way to improve your YouTube video taste instead of pandering to those who act stupid for the sake of normality and those who act edgy for the sake of attention. I don't even know what I'm talking about anyway, I'm just going off keister over silly things that get randomly recommended to you on YouTube. 

Wait, it's the algorithm, my mistake.

So, yeah. I don't really think YouTube's doing good with the content it's producing. We used to upload things we could share with our friends, hell we're still doing that now, but that's all changed. Most of what you do on YouTube is make videos for bling-bling, because EVERYBODY wants bling-bling, amirite?

Well, keep in mind that YouTube isn't always meant for money when making your content. You have monetization for your channel, but you don't have to be so greedy about your money.

Yours in anger, poorly written,

-Telsm

P.S, I've uploaded stupid things on my YouTube account too, but I don't care.

We Change (Lament)

 When I was a kid, I was amazed at things I found amazing and exciting. Birthday presents when I was a kid, bike rides with my father, the zoo before it got boring, the planetarium visit of 2015, and many more. That was when I was innocent enough, but sometimes pretty bad.

As of now, everything's changed. I'm no longer as expressive as when I was a child, and pretty moody. When I tried briefly using my new Corsair, I didn't have as much excitement as I expected. It's just the same thing as when I reset my Alienware PC, except slightly faster. So now, I'm planning to start things differently with a new operating system I haven't tried completely; maybe it's bad, maybe it's good, who knows?

It's just because of what your son develops when he gets older. For instance, the opinions change, the tastes change, the likeness changes, the attitude changes, and also the linguistics and lexicon changes overtime. Either because you subject yourself to things you shouldn't be subjecting yourself too or not, there is a huge difference from what your son was when he was a child. Parents probably don't find this pleasing.

That's the point of when people reach teen ages or grow up. They change from either good people or bad people. I chose an unwell option and I may or may not be guilty of such. Honestly, because of this, I have very vivid concern about my future. In some chances, I'll be able to grow a different and better man, but other times, I may take a turn into becoming a disgusting creature. Two paths lead to two different things and I'm pending my last minute option for the future.

Shortly, we change into different people. It's usual for those who grow up and leave things alone for different things.

This may sound like there's not much thought put into anything, but it's just an expression of opinion.

-Telsm 

First Blog (Introductory Blog)

 Hi!

So, how you doing? This is where I post my usual posts, my laments for daily situations, my personal thoughts, bla bla bla, all of what I post is here! But, I gotta be careful not to act like a fool.

Now, I should introduce myself! My name is Nicholas, going under the screen name of "Telsm." I'm a composer, artist, and internet jester, wishing of doing what he's capable to perform, except kept under the law of his mother. I have some niche interests, a pretty weak sense of humor and a sort of naive experience in things, but I can learn more. ...I don't know what I'm talking about, ANYway...

I suggest checking out my other accounts if you wanna know more about me (if you're a predator I advise you go back to your hive). Find me on YouTube! You can check out some more links through my YouTube too.

Thanks!

Rushed with desperation,

-Telsm